HEDI'S DIARY 6/14/10 5:58pm

This is the part I've grown to hate over the years.  I can't believe that I ever thought spilling my guts online was a good idea.  I regret it sometimes.  Mostly, I regret some of the sicko types out there who read my words for well- sick reasons.  

These people don't care if I ever release another CD.  They don't care if I drop dead tomorrow.  They're just looking for some sort of sick, inverted fame.  They are the carrot/stick crowd, and they know who they are.

I am about to walk away from my apartment in Martinsburg. It's a rough town. There's alot of poverty here, and I have to admit that I've wondered about my safety on more than one occasion.

I am also breaking it off with yet another future ex. His name isn't important is it? No matter what he calls himself, we're incompatable. I'm a little bummed by my horrible dating track record, but I continue to put one foot in front of the other.

I think I'm going to do everyone a favor and just give up dating all together. I think we'll all be better off if I do.

Also, I will be entering the studio with Dave Glenn Alley this summer. Dave and I met while I was still in Annapolis last summer. He's a terrific man, and I am very excited about working with him and his associates this summer. Recording offers a unique release for all of the frustrations that life can sometimes throw at you. I'll feed you more details as soon as we're mixed down.

H