HEDI'S ONLINE JOURNAL

June 5, 2009 

Life is throwing curve ball after curve ball.  Nothing is turning out quite like I imagined it, but that's turning out to be the best gift of all.  It seems that I am learning more from the almosts than I possibly could from the sure things.

I guess I'm getting a bit older, and a bit wiser these days.  After much hoopla, I hang my head as I sadly announce that my long awaited CD is not ready.  I am ready, the songs are ready, etc., but my personal life has not given me a moments rest in the last 30 days.

I guess that's how it goes.  The words 'significant other' are seriously leaving a bad taste in my mouth about now.  It's been a long, long, long, long, trying ordeal. 

I've been living with a so-called mate who would get angry if I wrote a love song.  I just couldn't deal with it anymore.  The daily onslaught of gruel that a flailing relationship can become is more than enough for the average person to endure.  To add to that daily negative commentary about my music was enough to make me drop everything and focus on righting that problem immediately. 

As I stated in a previous entry.  I am single.  It's just been a huge fight to regain that status.  But I now can taste the sweet freedom of the single life once more.  More importantly, I can finish my CD without listening to, "who'd you write that about?"  You've hung in there with me for this long.  PLEASE don't give up on me now.  I will not update again until August 1.  I need the time to play catch up on the CD and other areas...  Thanks for understanding.  I will be updating the gigs page, so bookmark it and check it frequently.

H

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